looking forward for raya

hmmmmmmmmmm..........i dunno but then nowadays, even though that we are in the fasting month.......i dun feel like looking so forward for the hari raya..........even though that raya i can meet my relatives whom i haven't see for quite some time........yeah i miss that.......but then, the condition or should i say the things that happens around me makes me not looking that forward for raya..........

just look at the shows that is shown on the tv..........mostly it is about people trying to make the other party to look bad and also influence them of supporting just to ensure that they get the benefits........

i dunno, why do they have to fight against each other on this exciting month coz it is gonna be raya..........i mean come on...RAYA..........it's 18 days dy since i've fast........ i wanna have the mood to play mercun.......listen to raya songs in the blardy radio......but now when i turn on the radio, it is either news or story bout those buggers fighting on telling lies or making stories here and there.........i mean i dunno whether the stories that are being told are real or not..........hmmmmmmm, just hope that i won't being caught by this entry...........

come on.........i just wanna feel like a little kid again.......i wanna have the mood to play mercun........looking forward for raya.............looking forward to meet up with my relatives and friends.........eating kuih raya..........ketupat lontong rendang.......i wanna have the mood to be stuffed with raya food........dam dam dum........aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........i'm freaking stress with these people who disturbs me life.........far out la.............

ok, starting tmrw, i'm so gonna listen to raya songs to bring me the mood for raya..........u peeps wanna join me???

i sooooooooooo miss of receiving this note during my raya days.......muahahahahaha