al-fatihah

it was on saturday evening, i was at sweetie's friend's place with her, when i got a call from my brother......saying that my granduncle, tok harun is tenat...... and we are goin back to hometown that evening...........

so i had to excuse myself and went back home......... from denai alam to my house i made it in 20mins.........yes i know it's fast, but i had too......the situation had made me to drive fast...........

and when i arrived home, mum got a phone call......... it was tok harun's son, saying that tok harun is no longer with us..... when i heard the news, i felt like i've lost someone who's important to me..........

u see, when i was a small kid, it was tok harun and his wife tok chu who jaga me when i was small.......... i stayed with them for more than a year when i was a toddler....... this is becoz my parents had to work in JB and i had to stay in muar...... so u can see how deep the impact is...... coz he's like a dad to me.......

tok harun died of cancer....... during his treatment for nearly 2 years, the a year and a half he stayed with us in KL........ back and forth he went to the hospital..... a noble man indeed he is....... no problems, doesn't disturb anyone and all..........

he wanted to meet with sweetie when i last met him 2 weeks ago when i went back to muar.......but then, it was too late......... i'm not sure y, but then i'm having tears in my eyes as i'm typing this...........

so we went back to muar that nite and when we arrived, there lying on the bed was his body...... covered with cloth up to his face......literally, the whole body i can say....... when i hugged tok chu, i can feel that she had lost someone whom she luv so much.......... and words are not enough to describe it........

and i've sedekah him yassin recitings and prayers to accompany with it......... the next day, i've helped to prepare for his funeral....... though i'm silent during the time, but i can feel my fast pace heart beat and waters clogging up my eyes........ as i close them, it fell off my cheeks............

silence the whole house though it was full of people.......... then later, after the prayers, we adjourned to the graveyard...........there, we slowly place him in his final resting place......... i guess, it's now memories that reminds me of him..... he'll join others that whom have left us before..............

though at times we are busy with our life, but again, we must take a step back and reminds ourself those who we miss which brings changes into our lives............

yet again, what can we all do, the best thing is to sedekah them al-fatihah

me with tok harun when i was a kid

with tok harun (seating near me) - 2 weeks back

p/s: to sweetie, i know that i'm wrong driving fast for that evening, but i hope u'll understand.....

luv,
fahmi

jokers being jakuning.........hahaha

Yes peeps.....the pix above tells the whole story............ all of us are being so jakun of getting the safety hat and also safety boots.........in fact, we were cam-whoring to the stuff that we obtained........ well, it's not everyday u know that we got the opportunity of wearing these things..........apa lagi............ jakun all da way la...........hahahahaha

smilez for all

the latest pix of me small cuzzie.............. smile~~~~~

Congrats

Congratulations to 2 couples that is very close to me................

1. Aritha and Farris
2. Izzar and Norainie

These 2 couples just had their new babies born......................

So, to all of u..........congrats~~~~~~

for me sweetie..........

i wurve me sweetie......that's what i would like to say........hence, i dedicate this song to me sweetie.........

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see for
Parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue

Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me, yeah

Lock the doors
Leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes oh, when I couldn't see
You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Oh for loving me

KL is a town that never sleeps

hey peeps,

am so so sorry that i've not updated me blog for quite some time.....being bz lately......oh yeah, it was on saturday nite that me and sweetie went out to hunt for dessert at 12 in the morning....... and look at the pix below for the condition of the road at federal highway.....

apparently, there was an accident involving 2 cars which one of 'em was being a turtle if u know what i mean.........yeap.....this shows that KL is a town that never sleeps.........

confirm~~~!!!!!!

jazzy now has to sleep outside.......huhuhu

see the pix below..............

yes, it is me happily standing in front of my ride............... for 4 years now that jazzy has given the priviledge to "sleep" under the porch and also were given a true TLC for me..........but now that is all over as jazzy now had to "sleep" outside............huhuhuhuhu................. it's all becoz of the ride below:

yes yes, this is dad's new big boy's toy.................. so when this one comes in, that one (the one on top) has to go out..............huhuhuhu...........poor baby jazzy..........but i must admit that dad's ride is way nicer....but i still luv my jazzy.......

cheers

holding irdeena for da first time

after looking at how rapid my baby cousin, irdeena is growing, it then structs me that i'm not that far off to hv my own "jr"......seriously, after 10 years of not holding a toddler/ small baby in my hands, it kindda feel awkward....hmmmm

sigh

No offense peeps, but then i think from my personal point of view, this lady should deserve more punishment...... read this---------> here

let's eat ayam....

dear peeps,

went for dinner with sweetie the other nite...... it's this place that i haven't been to which i would luv to go to.....so sweetie suggested for us to go to this place....it's hartz chicken buffet.......

yeap, the name says it all.....it's all bout da chicken......and it's buffet style.....

so yeah, i would recommend to u peeps to go to this place...

cheers

i'm not that young anymore.....

seriously peeps, when i look back at these photos, it struck me big time that i'm not that young anymore.....boy these kids are growing fast......darnn it....

kenduris at muar

hey peeps,

on saturday, the whole lot went back to muar to attend 2 kenduris that is gonna be held...... so in the early hours of saturday, me and my uncle set off back to muar and stopped for a while at seremban for a light breakie....then off we went again.....

we went straight to my other granny's place in muar and after settling down, we went directly to the mosque...... later, the solemnisation ceremony was held and after it was done, we adjourned back to the host's place.....

it was blardy hot i must say that day...... but then we didn't mind as we had to do a lot of catch ups..... then after it was done, we adjourned back to granny's place where everyone collapsed due to the hot weather......

in the evening, we made our way to kenduri arwah at one of relative's place.... then we set off back to kl bout 1130 where we arrived back in KL on sunday morning bout 1 in the morning.....boy it was a tired trip....

something made barb very envy....

hey peeps,

yes, me still alive and well....... it's just that me very very busy with work and also other responsibilities that i need not to mention..... coz i think u peeps are big enuff to know what are the things that makes "ordinary" people bz......hahahaha.....

ok, so back to the story.....yes, my current youngest cuzzie, nur ili irdeena has been discharged from the hospital and also currently staying with her mum at our home....well, i guess till my aunt finishes her confinement or i guess when irdeena is big enuff.........

and everyone is happy that the baby is back home and very so wanna timang the baby gurl......except for one thing......yes it is a thing..... i'll give u 2 guesses but i think u peeps only need one.....

yeap, it is that furry thing that has a tail, fluffy and also orange in color......BARB~~~!!!!..........

this is becoz, many people are so cautious of barb's whereabouts as we do not want her nearby the baby coz many things can happen and we are trying to avoid such incidents............

so she became much cranky and also has a sulky face on her look.........alas, she merajuk and also ran upstairs and dun want to come down..........even if she did, she will sit infront of the baby and also give a "good" stare at the baby........

oh dear~~~~......... what have we done......

dun la see me sleeping.... me shy

kroih kroih kroih

huh? new doll in da house is it? or something that i can be manja with?

hey, the thing moves.... it moves.....hmmmmm.... what could it be?

i'll hv my chance to explore the new thing later on.....

the devils have done it~~~!!!!!!!

yeah bebeh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......... united won against their arch rival aka liverpool.......... after 3 times attempting to beat the reds, we finally won against them......... oh how nice......... my week has started with a smile on my face and i'm hoping that it'll stay that way all week long............

to my fellow peeps who are supporting the reds, there's always next season.......hehehehe

ballooooooooooooonzzzz

ok, the other day, me and sweetie went to putrajaya hoping that we wanna go on a ride on da hot air balloon........but the tix was only for the first 300.......hmmmmmmmmmm.......... tough luck....... we didn't get it.............. but then we managed to capture this pix........

not for the faint hearted

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... the pix above is the current situation of my toe................ i got a bad corn on my big toe............ so the doctor gave me this acidic liquid to kill of the cells.......... and he advised me just to put on certain areas and not rubbing it out..............

so, i decided to put it on the certain areas and some how it fell around the corn........ as a result my skin got dried up and then it peeled off........... so now it's in the process of healing up........coz before this the corn was very the painful ok..................

sigh

barb's new activity

one day, my cat was sleeping soundly........ and guess what i did next??.......

yes, i brought her for a swimming class.......boy....how angry she was.......

and look worried after she realised that she needs to go to a deeper depth..........hahahaha

this is what inspired me----------------> here

to give away.........

see the pix below? yeap........ those are 4 furry little creatures that my granny's cat just gave birth to some time like 2 weeks a go........... and granny is giving 'em away after they are no more nursing for milk from their mum................. oh yeah, the mum is a mix persian............. so any takers?

jalan jalan cari tempat holiday

peeps, am so sorry that i haven't been updating me blog for quite some time......it's just that i'm very tired for the past few days been doing a lot of stuff........... and not to say anything, it is till me fiance told me that i haven't updated me blog.......... and i've just realised that.........hahahaha..........

so what's up with me? ok me and sweetie have started hunting here and there for places to go end of the year after our official cert's says that we are officially together (if u know what i mean)............. between 2 days me and sweetie had attended the MATTA fair which was held in PWTC (not PwC yeah)......................

and my god.....luckily we knew what we wanted to go to............ (am sorry peeps)........not telling u where we are going........hahahaha............... and that really saves our time coz the number of homosapiens there was like a jam pack sales (well it is if u think of it).....................

now, after walking or talking and also thinking and not to forget negotiating for more than 10 hours there............ our heels are killing us..........huhuhuhu.................so just hold on yeah...........u peeps will know where we are going for our madu bulan........................

me and sweetie hv decided that we want to go on this airline instead.............. becoz it is faster and also we can shoot down any airplanes that is on our way..........hahahaha