Wednesday, August 06, 2008

life must go on no matter what.........

once in a while, when i'm alone......... dun care where it is.......driving, about to sleep, in the washroom and so on........ i tend to think bout the incidents and also the history that had happened throughout my life........... sometimes it made me smile and sometimes it brings smears to my face..........i know that no one's life is perfect and neither is mine............ i admit it that there are times i've tasted success and there are also times that i've tasted failures.............

when times like this, i think back things that had happened to me since i was small right up to where i am now............ bout remembering 50 50 of my kindergarten years where i cried on the first day of school for both years (yes i cried till the whole kindergarten stopped and look out the window just want to know of who is crying).......hehehehe........ what was i thinking of not wanting going to kindergarten................ and the day that i entered standard 1 in Melawati Primary (well, this time i didn't cried coz i was older compared to my kindergarten years) .............errrrrrr duhhhhh............ and also rite up to the years where we spent 3 years of my life in australia ..........

those years where we were called the foreigners........mixing around with different races and also cultures......... going to our chosen class every friday evening.........well mum always put me in the swimming class coz she wants me to learn of how to swim......and i hated that.............but then again, look now, i can swim.......... yeah when we were young we couldn't "see" of the reason doing one thing that can bring us advantage............ and the choir session there where i've got the chance to sing at the opera house.........yes yes, i've sang in there before as a choir group........ the people there were great and also the malaysians were close......

then it is time to come back to tanah airku.........kind of sad to when leaving the land downunder......but life has to go on...........then when arrived back here, it was my secondary level of education.......kind of culture shock at first but then sooner or later get use to it......... met family members, made new friends and also raising up as a city boy.............yeah, can't leave kl for 2-3 days unless the place where am going is the same as KL..........

got my degree few years after that and now look at me, am working, trying to enjoy life and also settling down with my luv ones......... sometimes i wonder, y are there some things that didn't went how we planned? why do i failed in life sometimes..........i guess there must be a blessing in disguised........ life must move on and we must learned on what has happened to make us wiser and also to reflect back of what if those failures didn't happened.........will we be where we are today? or is it going to be better or worse?

the morale of the story is that , things happens for a reason.............. and we should be thankful of what we've gone through and where we are today................

cheers peeps...........luv u all........







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